Friday, May 27, 2005

開心返晒啦~啦~啦~啦~

尋日解開左一單就快纏死我的事,本來已經好好多,可以抖擻精神,重新做人。睇明欣個Blog,見到Ivan畀左個阿輝pin佢,先知原來呢期麥兜pin有隱藏版呢回事。突然記起前日買《Nonno》,OK姐姐畀左兩個pin我,今日先拆開,其中一個竟然係菇時!打電話畀明欣,先知隱藏版只佔全部pin的5%,好難抽到,我好好彩!

後來落街買野食,又o係信箱發現期待已久的支票,我同娜仔出糧啦!入票,經過
OK買本《JET》,想睇下自己係咪真係咁好彩,反正每期都買架啦。返屋企拆開膠袋,係May & June,係真好彩唔係假好彩!


雖然我都好鍾意,但冇儲野癮,既然明欣儲開,就送畀你啦!

感謝神逗我開心,雖然係訴諸迷信,但我真係覺得佢o係我身邊喎!只係兩個pin,就令我再次充滿鬥志,而家好有力量做野啦!

另外,多謝各位的關心,仲有老麥的email、Naomi同穎穎的電話、娜仔由事發到而家畀我ICQ轟炸、Tony唔怕熱都幫我搬屋……我永遠都記得呢種溫暖的感覺。

雖然會痺死,但我冒死都要講一講:其實幸運一早就o係身邊,神一早就畀左我,就係你地啦!

Wednesday, May 25, 2005

為人而活

好辛苦!這兩星期腦裏盡是三家姐一家的事,也做了我從未做過的事:一,罵人;二,吵架;三,哭著向二家姐求救!

快要撐不住了!這些年來沒有一刻不想離開這裏,卻沒有一刻不因為怕她們負擔不來而留下。到了今天才切切實實地知道,原來她一直沒有替我想過,有關這裏的一切,都是她兩母女的事,我和細姨甥女都沒有過問的權利。「算啦!」連問也沒問一句,就代我說「算」?一直以為自己是白燕芳艷芬,卻幹著李香琴幹的事,如果她不是有病,我一定反檯。

心絞痛,原來一直只有我在守著道義,我真的覺得自己很蠢!想立即將這些年來的想法全告訴她,但為甚麼她要有這種病?如果她一個看不開死給我看怎辦?終於忍不住打電話給二家姐,她叫我不要擔心,她無論如何想辦法讓我走,我做完工作紙交完功課,七月就會走。明欣,你又準了,是七月啊!幸虧大家姐二家姐四家姐細姨甥女都站我這邊,否則要發癲的應該是我!

昨晚吵架後,心一直揪著痛,吵架實在是太辛苦的事。二家姐說她昨晚打電話來罵大姨甥女,罵有甚麼用?她肯定一句也沒有放在心上,因為沒多久,她房內已經傳出笑聲。二家姐說得對,我已經揹這包袱揹得太久了,這次無論如何我也要走,反正她們從沒理我感受,我為甚麼還要為她們撐下去?

Monday, May 23, 2005

從天而降的一億顆星星

去年在IKEA買的灰色窗紗掛了又跌跌了又掛,常要為它爬上爬落,煩!

昨晚被電腦死光刺痛,熄燈休息一下,才發現經過窗紗,外面的燈光化開了,像千億顆墜落凡間的星星。

它是徹頭徹尾的灰,透過它,卻看到教人屏息的光彩……



My Result


Your #1 Match: INFP


The Idealist
You are creative with a great imagination, living in your own inner world.Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships.It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close.But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop.
You would make an excellent writer, psychologist, or artist.

Your #2 Match: ISFP


The Artist
You are a gifted artist or musician (though your talents may be dormant right now).You enjoy spending your free time in nature, and you are good with animals and children.Simply put, you enjoy bueaty in all its forms and live for the simple pleasures in life.Gentle, sensitive, and compassionate - you are good at recognizing people's unspoken needs.
You would make a good veterinarian, pediatrician, or composer.

Your #3 Match: ENFP


The Inspirer
You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends.You are also unconventional, irreverant, and unimpressed by authority and rules.Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives.You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're qutie the storyteller!
You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist.

Your #4 Match: ESFP


The Performer
You are a natural performer and happiest when you're entertaining others.A great friend, you are generous, fun-loving and optimistic.You love to laugh - and you like almost all people equally.You accept life as it is, and you do your best to make each day fantastic.
You would make a good actor, designer, or counselor.

Your #5 Match: INFJ


The Protector
You live your life with integrity, originality, vision, and creativity.Independent and stubborn, you rarely stray from your vision - no matter what it is.You are an excellent listener, with almost infinite patience.You have complex, deep feelings, and you take great care to express them.
You would make a great photographer, alternative medicine guru, or teacher.

Sunday, May 22, 2005

尋開心


尋明歌開心……


尋麥當勞開心……


尋天氣開心……

「你們祈求,就給你們;尋找,就尋見;叩門,就給你們開門。因為凡祈求的,就得著;尋找的,就尋見;叩門的,就給他們開門。你們中間誰有兒子求餅,反給他石頭呢?求魚,反給他蛇呢?你們雖然不好,尚且知道拿好東西給兒女,何況你們在天上的父,豈不更把好東西給求祂的人麼?」(太七:7-11)

要找,總會找得到。

Sunday, May 08, 2005

母親節鉅獻


Strawberry Flan(迷你版)


Victoria Sponge with Mango & Mascarpone(醜樣版)


同場加映《午夜凶靈》(BB版)

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

閉關前,我又寫Blog……

對,我又再寫Blog。先前老嚷著要做完工作紙才寫,哈!嚷嚷吧了,何況今天阿婆我生日呢。

雖然生日,現在仍在家裏做工作紙,但別以為我有甚麼憂鬱,真的一點也沒有。昨晚原本和娜仔打算今天要做完大家手上的工作紙,電郵給我們敬愛的首領後,怎樣也要出來歇歇。不過,老人家手腳慢,看著快要五時了,仍未能達標。反正上得了街,也忘不了未完的工作,不如灑脫點,放棄吧!剛煮了個超力蒜香照燒雞纖麥麵吃,非常之美味!

其實早在上星期三,資料館的朋友已經替我和穎穎慶祝生日。那天除收到「只適用於內衣部,請廣邀好友一同購買,並邀請單身男士作私人欣賞之用」的一百萬(自製)馬莎禮券,還嘗到負笈英國研習阿茂整餅的「老麥祕製朱古力批」,所以感覺上,我已經過了生日了。如果今天再過,又要再加一歲,豈不嗚呼哀哉?!





好!我要開工啦,否則又要再爽各位江東父老的約了。

這次真的要閉關了,各位請於六月中才再來訪這Blog吧。保重!!